So today is Sunday March 12 2023, it's been a while since I've wrote and to be honest I think I'm getting bord of writing but since I have the time I'm going to write what ever is on my mind because it helps so yesterday I took a drive and I sinned I gave up cruzing to the lake for 40 days but maybe that's why I feel bad today, please father forgive me because I want to be perfect but I only know that I know certain things and now my kids are grown I feel they don't need me im sad my ex the father of my kids betrayed me I hate it. We were young when we met and then he'd leave me alone for days at a time all the years that I known him in these 23 years he was in and out of jail a lot and he left me alone a lot and eventually I made my own mistakes and cheated he did too. But this getting back and forth things meaning I did this to you you do it to me is a revolving way of going to no where and I recently just finally let him go we got married in march 5 2017 and then that was pretty much the end my kids I hate the disrespect towards me but I understand it if they are mad I just am running out of options God im now down to my Witt's I don't have friends because I don't trust anyone I just am pretty sad and I write incase I die one day or loose my mind at least know that their was a time that that when I was good I was genuin and good right and I tried very hard when I tried I hear also they hired 20 QCs at the work place I used to work at and that's good because I used to do what 20 are right now trying to do any way I'm done and when I'm gone I'm gone from this world for good trust that I never want to come back and kids be better then me in life stay kind
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