Peace process Richgrove, Delano, Earlimart California since 1928 to 2023 young generations 1/06/2023

It’s important to get your self ready everyday because you need to feel beautiful not for sexual pleasures but for your own self. If I did not respect my self and had sex with everyone in the world who liked me, I would not give them time to get to know me. I'm 40 years old I have 4 awesome kids ages 22, 20, 19 and a 17 year old. When I met the father of my kids we didn’t give each other time to get to know each other, I’ll say we never even really talked and before his moms passing she pointed this out that we don’t know each other very well he and I. She then asked me what was his favorite color? I couldn't answer that because I didn't know in all honesty as we grew we learned one another and even though we got on each other’s bad side at times I know good things about him too so it’s negative on my end to say bad when I’m mad or sad and it’s rude of me to get angry. I am older now and I may never move on hopefully one day I do, I just never knew how patient love really is and kindness. I think it’s not mean it's not evil its doing things that make you happy some of us do what makes some one smile cause it brightens a persons day, it’s to make things better and happy not stressed. I personally, I hate bad talk I have never sat well with even my sister Sema telling me I was found in the trash can. Or my younger sister putting me down with mean words They both know I'd cry and I would get mad but never would I want anyone to do that to them and my love is different it’s safe its protection it’s laying down my best white tea-shirt on a puddle of mud just so their shoes dont get dirty because if it will make them cry or sad I'm going to make sure that doesn't happen when I love it’s fighting for you and yea it’s a different kind of love it's physical it can get vital if needed I don't get scared of that I think if anyone that I love can tell me what bothers them with out their knowledge I’ve removed it some how and especially when it’s family I don’t know if I can think back in my days sometimes I think now I think about the whole situation, I think was it really worth it and no fighting is never good somebody always gets hurt and you can make someone feel so low I'll be the one to take it because I deserve whatever I have conming I just don’t repeat my doings and I would take it I would take a lot of things especially for love also too when you see me I don’t like to always be bothered their are givers their are takers in this world In this world I’m thankful for the givers and the helping hands that keep one another up, that makes me happy and then theirs takers that don’t put in not even a wow thank you. They want to take what you have and I don't think they have common knowledge, they put you down, they take anything that makes you pretty and I really hate that it's not ok to put people down and Take what they got especially brothers and sisters and I'm very firm on that note when I say this. I don't like seeing that so respect your brothers and sisters spouses don't even look at them that theirs not for you and I am against it. So going on in my life see this happened to me and I'm the oldest so just incase ones mad please don't be mad I told you it was not your fault I told you long ago too that one day you might be mad and me and I asked you but please don't be mad at me I need you in my life and you didn't know right from wrong him though he didn't even have a moral I guess he's never knew that we have morals instilled in us we learned this in catachizm but you didn't know because it didn't says brothers and sisters don't do that so we go on talking I introduce myself I expressed how makeing me feel like you would squish my soul with your harsh words I said I had it up to here I'm at my witts end. I expressed that I didn't know if you knew but I told you I got your back incase you never knew that and I have you an example point is I don't know if uou know that in those moments I saw a baby playing peek a boo in spirt I seen a parade I seen a limo I seen the messengers they were the ones telling me if I was ready and that I was doing the right thing and I kept seeing this book it was alive though then I heard the dogs barking it sounded like they were saying Book of Books book book of books I was like why are they so excited and what us even that book then it would close then come up I met Jesus too he was walking with us a few times I was kinda upset with him in 2013 when I handed the father a stack of letters and the cross wasn't up at the church I was mad because nobody would have known him I told him one day yeah you can roll with me but I didn't mean get off that cross you can't just do that, what you did was like a sacrifice and it's like you even gave up all your own life and everything fir us and I asked were their mean people? Show me who they are I got your back I will do the foot work and I will try to sober up, it's hard to do that Jesus I don't even know how you died fir us like that but I will try and it's possible it's not forever like you did for us so I will try and I'll do this for you it might be a second it might be a minuet but I may need to hold my breath to just to get a second more in for you so help me and I said I went to the church their was a freaken printing of you walking like that no no no I said I'm not going back until it's up I told the Priest get it back up do go get back up and we will sneak you off to roll with us I said you can't just do that because then this generation of kids won't know you or have any knoladge so you can ask the ache boy he was with father Rick that day he can confirm if I handed letters and about that painting I only go to church once in a while but after my story gets out I'm going to start makeing it a habit and I am going to make my own sacrifices to Jesus snd no one needs to know because I do them fir him trust them as t I'm not perfect he actually has messengers cause they are who tell him they are the eyes I know that snd so since I have two hands I have a brain I have feet and I’ve lived my life fully go the fullest I would like a house for my children and I one day but I can't keep up with the world today it's pretty hard my body is my temple and I've never been one to ask for things he's shown me that he is real when my visions came true and it's so direct that I can show you when I put the videos together I’ve taken a lot in I write but everything I write it's true I'm tired of writing and explaining too I need to get a job because this doesn't pay and I didn't name this Bible so don't think I'm trying to play God I'm telling you we need to add that in it everything stays as is close it as we move on to a beginning of new ending Alfa omega. Omega Alfa kinda thing there is no change in the rules and in fact we need to add a test more morals in with out judgdement. I Virginia am nit but possibly am a vocal and I yes do believe that even people like me are chosen but we all have that same gift but continue to honor God and beliefs of the churches I too have also been shown love and no I didn’t have to sleep around to get that it’s how keeping each one up especially when they were down so long and they showed me beautiful things it’s a gift that God has shown and I can’t say I always believes but I do now and that’s another story cause right now I’m down to my witts again and I’m feeling really sad I also still can’t even believe what that 29 year old kid asked me the other day I don’t take things lightly even if your 36 your still a kid to me I’m sorry my love is like some of yours though and I keep in context when I say Richgrove and Delano and Earlimart we never had a problem and it’s not going to start now as we reach February and all these sad things that occurred around these months im not having it and yea I’ll be the one to say it first. I’ll be around and I honestly already hear they are catching on in the music realize Richgrove Delano Earlimart are blessed towns and may the peace process continue because I heard yesterday about a fight and I don’t think im ok with that unless the moms both are there don’t be like that if your older stop that shiq

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